the solipsist in love

I told Luke tonight that I don’t think I want to be having casual sex. He is planning to have an explicit conversation with his girl-thing about sleeping with other people… but so far he’s only felt her out on the topic and she seems like she might not be totally opposed, until/unless things get more serious between them. Still, that doesn’t really matter, right? I need something more than a booty call. I need the connection and trust that make up the complete package.

And then he emailed me a picture of his cock.

It is huge and beautiful.

God help me, I am weak.